Depressed

Moving out isn't easy but it's much more suitable than to be treated like crap at home. Gotta learn how to fully live independent after a full pay next month.  I regret signing the papers to release the amount of cash my grandpa saved up for me in my bank account. My father gave me the papers to sign the withdrawal since I'm no longer studying. Crap. I should have got that load of cash and run away. Now all I can rely on is my work and my boyfriend. I'm battling whether to stick with my plan or suck up my pride and be on a leash again. Freedom is such a thin line.

Yours truly, Ricki.